[05 Jun 2003|05:41pm] just wanted to see if i could change my colors post comment

[05 Jun 2003|05:28pm] A - Act your age?: never ,always younger B - Born on what day of the week? friday C - Chore you hate? all of them D - Dad's name? Richard E - Essential makeup item? i dont wear makeup F - Favorite actor? steve bucsemi G - Gold or silver? silver H - Hometown? brolly I - Instruments you play? None J - Job title? associate K - Kids? I don't like kids. L - Living arrangements? without lola,lonely M - Mom's name? lynn N - Number of people you've slept with?none O - Overnight hospital stays? One. P-Phobia? a cloudy stormy night,oh and wind... in there somewhere Q - Quote you like? dont stick it out unless you intend to use it R - Religious affiliation? baptist S - Siblings? lisa,michelle,richard T - Time you wake up? no later than three U - Unique habit? feeling guilty because of lola V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? mayonnaise W - Worst habit? smoking X - X-rays you've had? by far to many Y - Yummy food you make? french toast Z - Zodiac Sign? aries post comment

[17 Mar 2003|11:30am] well im finally awake now. last night was cool besides the mark thing,i wish we were a little less rude to eachother,but life goes on and i dont hold a grudge.lola and i talked about yesterday and fixed things thank god but i still feel like an as* for the way i acted towards her and i apolagised.she said she felt really bad cuz she thought she was really rude but she wasnt i just over reacted and i told her not feel bad it wasnt her fault anywho i gotta go so later. I LOVE YOU LOLA post comment

[16 Mar 2003|08:28pm] well i just got into it with lolas brother witch i really didnt want to do because i like him but he saying sum stuff about lola dont need this b.s. and i let him know that he doesnt treat her the best although he think he treats her like gold.from wut lola has told me he doesnt treat her as good as he thinks.i still love her more than words can say but today really hurt.i told mark that i have trust issues and he implied that it was pretty stupid to say that because he doesnt believe me,but people have really done me wrong in the past and i dont want it to happen again.its like this one thing i heard, those who forget there past are condemmed to relive it , and i wont be hurt like that again so theres ur trust issue thing mark.well i just wanted to get all that off me so bye I LOVE YOU LOLA i hope you know that post comment

[16 Mar 2003|07:32pm] hey all, im am very upset tonight because i rode my bike from cheswold to dover to see myh lola at work and when i walked in the first thing i saw was her standing there talking to shuan and laughing and stuff. and im already very jelous of him, im afraid hes gonna take lola from me,(so anyway)i walked over and said hi to her and she just said"why are you here" wich made me feel like sh*t but i got past that and told her i rode my bike all the way up to see her and she again said"why are you here?"so i felt like she didnt want anything to do with me it made me feel like complete sh*t and i didnt like it at all so i just walked out without saying anything. i was very pissed off about that but hey wut can i do about it i guess she would just have shaun over me or maybe i just have issues post comment

[12 Mar 2003|04:45pm] [ Current Clothes ] soft brown pants with white t shirt [ Current Mood ] the best [ Current Music ] none as of yet [ Current Taste ] brownie mix [ Current Make-up ] none ever [ Current Hair ] short strait brown blue [ Current Favorite Artist ] [ Current Book you're reading ] how to pass the GED [ Current CD in CD Player] nastradamus [ Current Worry ] how is lola and my relationship going to grow if we dont have a chance LAST PERSON... [ you touched ] Lola [ you talked to ] lola [ you hugged ] lola [ you instant messaged ] no one [ you yelled at ] jason [ you kissed ] lola FAVORITE... [ food ] (lolas mothers)baked ziti [ drink ] pepsi [ shoes ] lugz [ candy ] snickers [ animal ] dog [ tv show ] whos line is it anyways [ movie ] matrix [ dance ] i dont... get it [ song ] i dont know but most definetly techno [ cartoon ] tom and jerry ARE YOU... [ understanding ] very [ open-minded ] kinda [ arrogant ] not really [ insecure ] yes [ interesting ] very [ hungry ] always [ friendly ] Very [ smart ] Very [ moody ] No [ childish ] Sometimes [ independent ] thats the way i preffer it [ hard working ] if i had a job [ organized ] most of the time [ emotionally stable ] normally [ shy ] not normally [ difficult ] i dont know [ attractive ] im very conceited [ obsessed ] onlym with lola WHO DO YOU WANT TO... [ kill ] puke monkey [ slap ] my brother [ get really wasted with ] i refuse to answer [ look like ] myself(im beautiful) [ talk to online ] lola -HAVE YOU EVER- [ pictured your crush naked? ] no answer [ actually seen your crush naked ] no answer [ been in love ] yes [ cried when someone died ] no -WHO- [ makes u laugh the most? ] lola,and omi [ makes you smile ] Lola [ who do you have a crush on? ] my lola [ has a crush on u? ] my lola [ is the easiest to talk to ] i havent really tried to talk to anyone really i almost always deal with my own problems -DO YOU EVER- [ sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. u? ] yep [ save aol/aim conversations ] nope [ wish u were a member of the opposite sex ] no -H A V E .Y O U .E V E R- [ fallen for ur best friend ] no [ been rejected ] yes many times [ rejected someone ] not really i get along with almost anyone [ used someone ] im not that type of person [ been cheated on ] yep [ done something u regret ] oh yeah -DO YOU/ARE YOU- [ color ur hair ] yep lots of fun [ habla espanol ] nope [ how many people are on ur buddy list? ] 3 [ drink alcohol? occasionaly [ like watching sunrises or sunset ] beautiful sight [ what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain? ] niether -N U M B E R- of times i have had my heart broken? 2or three of hearts i have broken? none of girls i have kissed? countless of boys i have kissed? 0 of close friends? im not sure I WANT: lola! I HAVE: too many sibings! I WISH: i had a job I MISS: the wheather in florida I HEAR: critisism from loas father I DANCE: never I SING: when i know the song I WRITE: enough I AM HAPPY: When I am with lola I SHOULD HAVE: stayed on school and kept a job post comment

[05 Mar 2003|02:28pm] anywho im back again only out of boredom i wish i had a life but i dont so i just come hear and right.my parents are getting a new house this weekend or were moving in this weekend anyways.its in cheswold and its huge.its three stories,thereare three bedrooms on the second floor,three rooms in the attic witch is where me and my brother will stay and only one room on the first floor,witch of course theres also the kitchen and living room there too.im shore im boring you all because i have nothing exiting to talk about but i dont care if your reading this you deserve to be tortured with endless mindless pointless chat.so yeah i hope my lola is coming over on thursday if so hsell probably see the new house because we'll be doing alot of moving but i got to go to the auto store and get car parts so see you later. I Love You Lola post comment

[05 Mar 2003|10:19am] ok check this out this past weekend i was told that i was no long allowed over to my girlfriends house,doesnt that suck,but hey life goes on.its all because i went to her house while her parents were in vegas,they really didnt appreciate that,not that i can blame them.her father was the one that made the decission to not let me over anymore.but hey if i had a 16 year old daughter i would be the same way,so i really cant be mad at him for banning me.i just see it as everyone makes bad decissions at one point or another and im sure hes knows that,so i made a bad choice, ive made worse decissions(much worse)and besides shouldnt he show the least bit of care for his dauf=ghters happiness,i would,butt people r different. well thats all i wanted to say so ill see you later. I Love You Lola post comment

[05 Mar 2003|10:05am] im still not sure if im doing this right later ill ask my lola if i did, shell know.but yeah today is extremely boring seeing im at a friends house instead of home with her.all ive done today is wake up and drink soda but ive got to go finish detailing my friends car so later. I Love You Lola post comment

"so this is love... hm hm hm hmmmm... So this... is loooooove..." [09 Feb 2003|12:00am] [ mood | accomplished ] Okay! So.. this isn't roy. This is Lola, testing roy's journal... okay... I'm done. Love you, Roy!! Lola ^.~ post comment

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